Right this second it is 1.42am and Billi & I have tried to manoeuvre the most comfortable sleeping situation in the lecture to watch Bollywood movies which commenced at 11.38pm take me take me now I've never missed home, Alex, My Family, My friends and my bed Soooooo much in my life.
Todays been rough I realised how MAC is one of my greatest companions without it I don't feel like a human although this whole experience waking up NO MAKE-UP is a real eye opener of how I don't need it, although it's something that just makes me feel better about myself.
Slept really bad last night woke up every hour therefore this resulted in practically sleeping in the afternoon lecture...
I can really see how the lack of sleep will break me soon it's a nasty thing we was told today "Stress is not real it is a reaction to a force based upon a perception."
At the moment is this all mind games? They constantly say don't fight the process but to me it's all a huge effort. This is a severe Bootcamp of nerves, perseverance pushing you to your limit. Billi and I feel like we're naughty school girls giggling in class and trying to make the most out of it although I hope tomorrow is a better day. 7.45am start Bikram Class please wish me luck.
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