Right today I thought I'd give myself a day of rest...no dialogue the sun is shining I can sunbathe without even looking at wind removing pose I'll do it Monday.
I THOUGHT WRONG
Basically today is double posture clinic so revision revision revision though out 12noon posture clinic.
Strange home sick mood today missing Alex loads it's so strange sleeping alone and it's now been a month so you'd think I would have got use to it but waking up alone is sad and kiss and cuddle when you need your partner is very much required when your sleepy and stressed. Also I speak to my everyday day in London, I literally tell her everything and obviously I don't want to worry her but I am in pain.
9pm posture clinic with Lisa Ingle from Texas - Awesome I wanted to deliver Wind Removing even though I only began revising it today. She gave the most inspiring talk when we leave here in 4 weeks we will be Bikram Yoga teachers, no one will understand what we have been through unless they have done it. She mentioned how everyday when she got up to go to teach she loved it and when a student says thank you at the end of class it makes teaching worth it, this is not a job it is practise which we will have forever. On my way out Lisa told me "Don't worry you are awesome!" this immediately made me teary so I ran up the stairs. Had a good cry with Billi I am soo thankful I have her here.
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